These days it makes me think why I came here for.
In Japan, in my country, I didn't major any career since 13 years old.
All things that existed in Japan seem like ridiculous. The last experience I had in my school life was looking at the people punishing by bullying the other people.
That was the scene I've seen at last moment and from then I leave off going to school.

Since then, I've changed my mind definitely. Provocating crimen with my old friends. All day all night, insteading of going to school we were gaining at the police office.
We were heavy smooker, not weeder, making other friends in other town, during my academy friends going to school at day.
Never I've wished I would study for any reason. Just I needed to enjoy my life.

So now, I'm 22 years old, living in Barcelona. Thanks to God, I have not any Criminal record because I was minor to have it in such moment and it allows me to in the Spain.
I came here not for being criminal, for my own study.
In my life, totally I got three times opportunity to change my mind.

For such reasons, I'm said like I have an study-complex.
Starting to work since 15 years old, always I have something when confronting my bosses or my cliantes.
They almost say the same words. And for me it's absurd.
I can't explain why it is absurd, but I'll say, it is facturd.

Why I came for.. to Barcelona...
so, I imagen that I came here for having right.
It's too late to start since 17 years old the same way that every your scholastic friends have done. It's too late to start to become simple-hearted after than being working.
But in any job, specially in Japan, they won't listen to what you say if they define you as silly poor girl couldn't study at high school or university.
They won't treat you like human. They look at you miserably,althoug you have or not an economic problem.

I never understand it.
In Barcelona, now I'm going to be a polyglot. Already I can speak Spanish, Japanese (definitely), English, Catalan, and also I'm studying Arabic for my own.
I finished my internship, final project, I'm getting start my job and getting in a university of Barcelona..

I think I'm having it well done and when I become expert in everything I'm doing they'll have ear to listen to me finally.
Any other students passing here for their exchange can speak better than me the Spanish.
Never see any person who study harder than me.

I hope I could realise my ambision to have hole success and to help other people in similar situation.